My knowledge about sex was limited to impressions from my parents hidden VHS-tapes and my friends' stories. I was sure that sex was a necessity for entering adulthood. Nowadays, I think that the first sex is an important event. I'd like to replay it. I began to collect women's stories about their loss of virginity. I realized that I didn't want to take a mere portrait; I want to make a perfect photo. I planned everything: created poses, tried it on myself before shooting. After all, while selecting the perfect portrait, I decided to combine it with my rehearsals. I saw the new visual series. My trying to recreate and relive someone's memory acquired the ironic image of a person suffering from perfectionism in everything, even in the matter of replaying his own and others' experiences for letting it go.